indifan101 said:I feel worse enough as it is.
"The internet....it's not just for diary's anymore....."
indifan101 said:I feel worse enough as it is.
indifan101 said:Today was rough even at work and for all of you who bet against me you just lost. My consicense has won the fight and I'm going to be brutally honest about what happened. But as for the brunette I learned some things about her. While I was walking into class today she pulled me aside and asked to talk to me. When she did her eyes stared to well up and she put her hands over her face as her shoulders shook. She couldn't stop apologizing for what had happened on friday appearantly her boy friend recently broke up with her for one of her best friends and it hurt her pretty bad. I didnt know what to say at that point I told her how sorry I was about what happened to her. But as for the affair part I didn't say anything except "look I think your a very good looking girl but right now I'm in a real mess and I think it'd be best if we don't talk to eachother for a while. I'm sorry but your going to have to find a new tutor. She agreed and apologized again. We hugged cause she wanted to and I walked away. For now I'm just thinking about what I'm going to tell my girl friend. And no ass hole remarks ok I feel worse enough as it is.
indifan101 said:For now I'm just thinking about what I'm going to tell my girl friend.
I think this was actually a mistake. You should just let her process it in peace. I've pissed off enough women to know that you're most likely just making matters worse.indifan101 said:I must of left a hundred apologies on her email and phone.
Finn said:... I've done few other things I'm not particularly proud of...
indifan101 said:.... guys learn from me, don't make this mistake and I'm sure most of the girls on this message board think I'm trash now and so does everyone else probably
Nurhachi1991 said:No Indifan101 your not trash and I apologise for making light of the subject earlier that was not right.
indifan101 said:Thank you for your apology it's ok I guess some can see a comic relief in it, where I don't know but I recieved a text from her today asking me if I was ok. I said I've been doing a lot of thinking and taking time to just go step by step and working out some problems at class and home. I said to her "I'd do anything to make right what I did wrong." Her response was quiet but she said "I really have to keep thinking" but she didn't say that she was not going to talk to me. She wants to still talk but as for getting back together I can't guarantee anything. I told her how much I loved her and how much she meant to me. I think the apology and the sincerity made her feel better. I just wanted her to know how much I care about her and never meant to hurt her. I just want to make things right again but I'm not sure if I can.
Finn said:Link ?