RedeemedChild
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Guys a miracle happened week before last week. My ex-girl friend finally spoke to me for the majority of an entire day. However today I think we might have hit rough waters again.
I had been looking all over the internet for a girl that I'd met a back in 2002. Her name is Desiree C. However she and I had a falling out and I mean a serious falling out. She betrayed my trust and did just about everything she could to make me feel worse than a blackened pancake. And whats more she got pregnant when she had told me that she was virgin and did not believe in having blinky before marriage and so on and what not.
However she told me that she appreciated the time we had together but that she had other "plans and relationships" to take care of and with that she gave me the kind of hug that a wet fish would give you if it could and she ran up the steps and that was the last I've seen of her with the exception of some very tantilizing photos on facebook.
Anyway she has been hinting at and trying to get me to come out of the shadows. I really love Desiree but I promised myself and my much distressed mother that I'd stay away from Desiree. However last night Desiree told me that she lost her job and that she needs money to pay her rent and that she can't afford to be out on the street with her children. She has all but directly asked me to intervene but I mean what am I supposed to do?
Desiree believes that if I loved her I'd aid her but how can I simply helpe her at the expense of my own family? And besides she treated me like a dead rabbit in a rabbit hole?
Guys the girl is finer than emo lifestyle and I'm very much torn up over the matter. What should I do? I'm desperately lonely. And I really want to have a relationship with a girl that loves me and won't use me for what she can get out of me. It's like I'll never get over Desiree. She is so addicting.
I had been looking all over the internet for a girl that I'd met a back in 2002. Her name is Desiree C. However she and I had a falling out and I mean a serious falling out. She betrayed my trust and did just about everything she could to make me feel worse than a blackened pancake. And whats more she got pregnant when she had told me that she was virgin and did not believe in having blinky before marriage and so on and what not.
However she told me that she appreciated the time we had together but that she had other "plans and relationships" to take care of and with that she gave me the kind of hug that a wet fish would give you if it could and she ran up the steps and that was the last I've seen of her with the exception of some very tantilizing photos on facebook.
Anyway she has been hinting at and trying to get me to come out of the shadows. I really love Desiree but I promised myself and my much distressed mother that I'd stay away from Desiree. However last night Desiree told me that she lost her job and that she needs money to pay her rent and that she can't afford to be out on the street with her children. She has all but directly asked me to intervene but I mean what am I supposed to do?
Desiree believes that if I loved her I'd aid her but how can I simply helpe her at the expense of my own family? And besides she treated me like a dead rabbit in a rabbit hole?
Guys the girl is finer than emo lifestyle and I'm very much torn up over the matter. What should I do? I'm desperately lonely. And I really want to have a relationship with a girl that loves me and won't use me for what she can get out of me. It's like I'll never get over Desiree. She is so addicting.
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